Perhaps the best place to start this conversation is at the beginning. But where is the beginning?
Where does this story begin? Where does it end? One story's ending is usually the beginning of another story.
There have been times of turmoil in life which have been eclipsed by brief moments of peace and bliss. When those moments arrive, we want nothing more than for time to stop, and all else cease to exist.
That never happens and the peace invariably collapses into chaos as the world comes crashing in. Much of what we envision in life is more complicated than we would like it to be. Everyone has their own perception of what the world should be and this perception never meets in the middle with what really is.
Thus we are always searching for Peace. We yearn for it more than anything else. We think that money, power, prestige, a good job, a good relationship, children, or something else will be the key to unlock the door on Peace. And it sometimes does, for a while, at least.
In my life I have experienced a series of different lives, looking for Peace. I am sure many of you are be able to relate to this course.
There was a time, not too long ago, when I thought that I had found true Love. I thought I had found my soul-mate. We walked along the same path together for a long time. I listened to every word that came out of his mouth as if it were liquid gold. I believed that our souls were intertwined and that we were meant to resolve our soul karma together through conflict resolution.
I spent years meditating on how to be a better woman and wife to this man. I tried to heal him and bring healing to our relationship at every turn, only to discover that he was using more medications to counteract my intentions. He kept defeating our relationship, because deep in his heart, he thought that he did not deserve me in his life. He felt so guilty that he had entrapped me that he was trying to kill himself to relieve me of the burden of caring for him.
From my perspective, I could not allow him to die, because I felt morally responsible for his well being and the well being of our children. When I finally had enough of his abuse, the only way I could break this cycle of abuse and violence was to violently tear myself away from the relationship.
"This is not the way to Peace," I cried, and cried, and cried... for days.
TO BE CONTINUED.....
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Sunday, February 10, 2013
Searching for Peace
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Wednesday, January 16, 2013
The Egg
I re-post this with added notes because it got deleted somehow when I was trying a different method of posting.
With all the violence erupting world wide, it is so important for us to remember where we came from.. I pray that we can unite in peace and spread the truth to those who are still lost and disconnected.
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With all the violence erupting world wide, it is so important for us to remember where we came from.. I pray that we can unite in peace and spread the truth to those who are still lost and disconnected.
One Air One Ocean One people One Planet
The Egg
You and I are more alike than you may think. We may have been born into
different circumstances, learned different belief systems, we even inhabit
different bodies with different strengths, but at our core we all need the
same things. We need air to breathe, food to eat, and water to sustain our
bodies. We need love and companionship. We need something to believe in and
strive for. We all need support and a place we feel we belong. And there's
more!
Imagine, if you dare, pure energy, dimensionless and eternal. Now, picture
this energy passing through a fractal prism, dividing into thousands of color
expressions, like rainbows. These colors spread throughout the darkness,
manifesting physical shape and dimension.
Why? To learn who and what it is.
How come? Simply to be energy, not knowing anything else, was not
enough. This energy needed to experience itself and so it divided into a
multitude of different color energy vibrations, which spread throughout the
darkness, creating galaxies and the universe. Question who you are. Conceive
a way to learn who you are. Manifest the reality to achieve who you are.
Most simply put; thought becomes word becomes action.
We are made up of the same material found all over the universe, but many do not
understand the powerful resources of our lineage. Many do not even realize the
importance of each individual and the universe as a whole. It is our mother,
father and questioner. It shows us how to create and destroy, trying to find
the way to individually co-exist. The answers are all around us and in our
minds. Societal conditioning has kept this knowledge from us.
Whether or not you believe in re-incarnation and life before this
planet, in the here and now each of you possesses a unique gift to contribute
to a reality of acceptance and global unity. This is evolution. There are no
boundaries to love and unity and it is about time that we united to heal our
world together.
You and I are more alike than you may think. We may have been born into
different circumstances, learned different belief systems, we even inhabit
different bodies with different strengths, but at our core we all need the
same things. We need air to breathe, food to eat, and water to sustain our
bodies. We need love and companionship. We need something to believe in and
strive for. We all need support and a place we feel we belong. And there's
more!
Imagine, if you dare, pure energy, dimensionless and eternal. Now, picture
this energy passing through a fractal prism, dividing into thousands of color
expressions, like rainbows. These colors spread throughout the darkness,
manifesting physical shape and dimension.
Why? To learn who and what it is.
How come? Simply to be energy, not knowing anything else, was not
enough. This energy needed to experience itself and so it divided into a
multitude of different color energy vibrations, which spread throughout the
darkness, creating galaxies and the universe. Question who you are. Conceive
a way to learn who you are. Manifest the reality to achieve who you are.
Most simply put; thought becomes word becomes action.
We are made up of the same material found all over the universe, but many do not
understand the powerful resources of our lineage. Many do not even realize the
importance of each individual and the universe as a whole. It is our mother,
father and questioner. It shows us how to create and destroy, trying to find
the way to individually co-exist. The answers are all around us and in our
minds. Societal conditioning has kept this knowledge from us.
Whether or not you believe in re-incarnation and life before this
planet, in the here and now each of you possesses a unique gift to contribute
to a reality of acceptance and global unity. This is evolution. There are no
boundaries to love and unity and it is about time that we united to heal our
world together.
This is true human Evolution.
There are no boundaries to Love and Unity and it is about time that we united to heal our world together.
May Peace be with you.
Lyra Star Mist
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